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My new pedometer
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Apr. 1st, 2007 @ 11:13 pm
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I bought an actual pedometer the other day. I figured such an invention could be useful for finding other pedophiles in my area to keep me company, or at least just tell me how pedo I really am. It's a pretty amazing little doohickey, but it was hard to get working at first. It didn't even detect me; it just showed "0" even when i pressed it against me. Disappointed, I put it in my pocket and went for a walk to cheer me up. I happened upon an amazingly gorgeous boy of about twelve walking his dog, and we got to talking for a while. That really made my day. All the way home I reflected on the fantastic mystery that is boyhood. Then I checked my pedometer: 9120! That's quite a high value, and I was quite satisfied that my new toy had measured what I already knew: I'm really, really pedo.
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Some clarification
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Dec. 6th, 2006 @ 08:54 pm
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It's been over ten years since I joined the online boylove community. And, you know, back then, the net was not big on free speech. Why, if you wanted to have your say, you could set up a homepage with any website provider, free or paid. But if you had the bad fortune of being a boylover, you would have to put up with your homepage being pulled offline as a matter of routine.
Today, in many ways, is a lot better. Anyone can speak their minds on LiveJournal, Blogger, and many other community sites. But there are still unsavoury vigilantes out there crusading against free speech. For their sake, I would like to make some points:
- Please do not have any kind of sexual contact with anyone aged below the legal age of consent in your country or the country you're in. It's stupid, and I'm totally against it. As I've said before, I have never had sex with any other person, and I recommend this lifestyle to everyone. You never know when a disproportionately strong right hand comes in handy.
- If you are under the age of majority, or look kind of young, or are known for your childish ways, please do not attempt to contact me. I'm not interested, and this journal is not for you, anyway. LiveJournal is a terrible way for boys to meet boylovers; what were you even thinking? Please join the boyscouts or something instead. And please don't have any kind of sexual or otherwise physically pleasant contact with anyone before you reach the age of majority (just to be safe).
I believe that takes care of it. |
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Election ramble
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Nov. 9th, 2006 @ 12:19 am
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With the midterm elections going on over in the US, I've been revisiting some old ponderings. Boylovers often lament "ageism", saying that a person's age is not a good indication of his maturity or mental capacity. They often say this in regards to sexual relations, but it would obviously have to apply universally if at all. At the same time, it is obvious that many minors are not of such maturity that they should contribute to an election -- it takes some life experience to be able to make sound assertions about politicians and parties and complex issues. But many adults have this same problem: they are hopelessly immature, and swayed by trivial things and unable to think critically. So again, the age limit is not ideal.
Why not replace the lower age limit for voting with a system in which a voluntary personality test may give you a certificate, allowing you to participate more in social functions such as democratic elections? It is a terrible thing to be blocked out of the democratic process for someone who wants to take part. The tests themselves would have to be anonymous to those judging them, of course. Well, I used to think this was very obviously the way to go, but these days everything seems more complicated and
it's hard to know what to think. Perhaps an age limit is acceptable (but should it be lowered?). What do everybody think? |
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Me
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Sep. 26th, 2005 @ 08:15 pm
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Ok, I guess I'll write a little about myself. I have many interests and many facets to my personality, but the facet I want to focus this journal on, is my sexual orientation. That may appear goofy, but in my case, I want to spread awareness of it.
I am a boylover. Many would call me a pedophile, even I sometimes, although ephebophile in many cases fits just as well. My attraction, both sexually and romantically, is to boys. Most people will now immediately think "small boys," as they recall the numerous reports in the news about baby rapers and other horrible criminals. They come to think that this is the only type of pedophile. Why wouldn't they, that's the only type they hear of, right? And so my readers now imagine I rape babies, and they are red with fury, promising me certain death if we ever cross paths.
Now for a second, imagine yourself forcing a child to have sex, or manipulating him into doing it. Can't you? Of course not. I can't either. And often that method would seem like the only way I could attain sex with those I desire. So naturally,
I don't. I haven't yet in my life had any kind of sexual encounter. And so far, I can't imagine a setting in which it would be right. My reasons for that may be different from yours, and I would dare say, most probably better thought through. I will write about them another time, but so far, the point is that I am a "virgin", I will stay it, and, when the time comes, die it.
My reader will now have fallen into one of three groups.
In the first group, he simply doesn't believe me. He thinks that I lie and that my lies are part of a grand scheme to meet boys to rape. I think that group is simply too cement-headed for me to handle, so if you're in that group, I'm sorry. For you.
In the second group, people think "what a delusional mofo, he's a time bomb and doesn't understand that he'll lose control any day". To you, I will say thanks for
believing in me and giving me power to believe in myself. Nah. On a bad day, I would add "FUCK YOU" (and it's been a pretty lousy day so far). I would add that my celibate lifestyle is no coincidence but is founded on a system of beliefs I have had to develop myself over 15 years. These are my principles; the things I believe in and always will. If I break from them, the wave of cognitive dissonance would probably off me.
The final group are those who think "wow, this pedophile is completely different from all other pedophiles; quite an exception". That would be quite a natural response for the human psyche; it's easier to explain facts away than to assimilate them into one's belief system. To you, I would say that celibate pedophiles compose the grand majority. The child sexual molesters are in most cases "situational" offenders; relatives of the child who are "normal" heterosexuals, sexually frustrated, using the child as an easy target to achieve sexual relief. These are not of a pedophile orientation. Some pedophiles do molest, rape, even kill. But so do some heterosexuals, and so do some homosexuals. So do some in almost any such group of people. I don't see why I or anyone remotely like me should be hated for that.
Well, that's it for now, thanks for reading! Send comments if you want to, and I will do my best to answer. |
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